Sooooooo let's talk eh? Have you ever reached a point where you are starting to feel pretty damn good. I mean, your feeling rather sexy and hot! hehe "I'm doing really good on this plan." I haven't lost but I haven't gained. SO deep in the sick helpless brain a fat person has, you tell yourself I can have 1 donut, and then 2, then 3 and then before you know it I have eaten the entire bag of Hostess mini chocolate donuts. Mmmmmm SO yummy!! What?? Am I sick in the head??? YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS I am! I can't stop! I don't know how it happens it just does. I go into a drunken stupor and eat until I need an entire bottle of tums!! GOD help me!!
Have ya ever been there? And if so what did ya do to break the spell of "I'm a fat pig again" lol Oh and BTW I found that scale. That's how I know I have gained 15 pounds back. :D Bla!
SO my peeps....I am at a loss. A loss of courage and a loss of power! Food has crept back into my brain the way it was when I weighed 326. It's an addiction thing. SO if you have any suggestions? Please lay them on me...and FAST...I am turning into a huge barge!! hehehe
Below is me in one of my drunken cake stupors!! And check out those boobs...are they hanging or what? Sick!! I need a new bra! Yes folks I do have a bra on, and the bottom of my shirt has some grandkid spillage of sorts so please don't think I fell over laughing in my state of cake drunkenness and soiled myself!! hehehehe
What a dork I am here...hehehe Luv' ya all!
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Hey Quay! I totally know what you are talking about! that is me and my yo yo dieting! Once I lose that focus it is all downhill! So if you figure out the secret let me in on it too! I just joined weight watchers and lost 8 lbs last week! Glad to see the scale budge again! Hope I can keep it going.
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