Now before I get started I want to explain something. When I write about my pitfalls and downer moments. I am trying to find the humor in the whole journey. So if it looks like I am beating myself up, I am not. This time with my weight loss routine things have been so exciting and easy (most of the time) *wink* I felt it might be fun to look for the humor in all of it. If anyone can make fun of fat, it's me. I have been a thin person looking at fat people and had plenty to say. And I am so ashamed of myself I could die. And now I am a fat person and have been called the same names I used to insult fat people back in my youth. (hangs head in shame) So, my life goes on and on and on...with a ton of chub to get rid of!! (will sell for a cheap price) :D
And on that note, I went to weigh in tonight and was late for the meeting. I hate that. :( And not to my surprise I went up +2 pounds. I have been dizzy for the last week and thought I was getting some flu or cold or something. Well good news, no cold, the dizzy-ness came from me not using all my points. Now that deserves a huge "DUH"!!! What was I thinking. I'll tell ya what I was thinking.
I was thinking "I'm not hungry, and so I won't eat those 12 extra points" And, I started feeling dizzy and sick to my stomach and thought for sure I had some sort of dieting illness that was going to prevent me from losing my weight. :D LOL
Anyway, 1 veggie lasagna, mac & cheese dinner, and (this is shameful) a half a bag of red licorice later. I am now back on track!!!! LOL Tomorrow is a new day and with a new day I can begin with a fresh look and attitude. So hip hip hurray!! I am back in the saddle again!!!