I am going to my therapist in 2 weeks I need to ask him what the heck is gonna on! *sigh* I feel so ashamed, and stupid. :( I go to the gym on a daily basis, but I am gaining the weight not losing it. I feel like a liar and a cheat! I haven't given up I just need to know why I'm eating like this???? WHY??? Someone help me!!!!!!!!!!
Ok enuff' said, now off to bed and then up at 5:00 am to burn off the Ice Cream sandwiches I pigged out on tonight! CRAP!!!! Blah!
Good night for now...
Signed off, ballooning in Utah!
This is me and my daughter at the gym, getting ready to go in the pool and do Water Zumba!! I love it, I really dooooooo Geeez!
Sunday, January 26, 2014
YaY for weight loss!!!
Okay I'm finally here! I know, I know, I said I'd be here the very next day!!! So, my bad!! :D wink -wink!
OK so I have gone up and down this last week! But I am still doing good, YAY!! All together I have lost 30 ponds. I am at 239! I haven't seen that number since I was prgo with my last baby, lol Boy I'll tell ya, I 'm so glad I'm just FAT!!! haha
I need to post how baggy my clothes are. I'll do that, also take a picture of me in a skinny outfit too!! Now don't get jealous....we're all in this together!!! Now let's ggo have a donut to celebrate our weight loss!!! hahaha just kidding!!!!! :D
OK so I have gone up and down this last week! But I am still doing good, YAY!! All together I have lost 30 ponds. I am at 239! I haven't seen that number since I was prgo with my last baby, lol Boy I'll tell ya, I 'm so glad I'm just FAT!!! haha
I need to post how baggy my clothes are. I'll do that, also take a picture of me in a skinny outfit too!! Now don't get jealous....we're all in this together!!! Now let's ggo have a donut to celebrate our weight loss!!! hahaha just kidding!!!!! :D
Monday, January 20, 2014
Confession Time!
No I have a confession to make. Which is why I blog...no one drops their mouth in disgust, or rolls their eyes. It's safe and well painless!! :D Now once I start to gain I go nuts...I tell myself, one more peanut butter, with honey sandwich won't matter and tomorrow I'll start again!! WHAT the WHAT!!! You have got be kidding Quay! Get a grip girl! OK so here is my promise.....I am going to worry about tomorrow, one day at a time. Then I will blog my success (see I'm being positive here) So ladies & men, I will return tomorrow night to post my success! Please be kind and please gie feed back!!
ciao until tomorrow night!
Wednesday, January 8, 2014
Losing in Utah!
Good Evening fellow
fatties!!! How are we doing on our weight loss goals? I am still trying
to get the last 5 pounds off from Christmas!!! Boohooo!! :(
Butt my plan is working!! Tonight was a bit tough. I made pancakes for dinner. Butt, I did only eat 3 small pancakes with bit of butter and homemade syrup! Yay, for Me huh??? Thank you! I also felt snacky so I ate 3 cutie oranges. It was very sweet and satisfying. My snacky feeling went away! Not: Cutie's are a plus....pluse size satisfaction! Your Welcome!
What is my weight loss number? Well I am 244 right now. I would be very happy at 160! Yes sir ree!! So I have 84 pounds to lose! Not to hard I have already lost 30 pounds. So I'm pulling up my BIG girl panties and going for gold!!! Watch me win! Good night my friends!
Butt my plan is working!! Tonight was a bit tough. I made pancakes for dinner. Butt, I did only eat 3 small pancakes with bit of butter and homemade syrup! Yay, for Me huh??? Thank you! I also felt snacky so I ate 3 cutie oranges. It was very sweet and satisfying. My snacky feeling went away! Not: Cutie's are a plus....pluse size satisfaction! Your Welcome!
What is my weight loss number? Well I am 244 right now. I would be very happy at 160! Yes sir ree!! So I have 84 pounds to lose! Not to hard I have already lost 30 pounds. So I'm pulling up my BIG girl panties and going for gold!!! Watch me win! Good night my friends!
Saturday, January 4, 2014
Here Piggy, Piggy!!!
Howdy fellow fatties!!!
Is that to harsh? Well, aren't we fat? I wouldn't have a blog about
weight loss if I was thin!!! Hmmmm well maybe I would. So OK it's
harsh!! lol
Alright, so who is on track with their weight loss? I was...but those darn holiday's! Well also that darn will power, I loast mine along the from Christmas to New Year's. So, 10 pounds heavier, I am here to say I am back on track.
I am being honest and calling this bump what is ..… I ate like a pig! Yep, pumpkin pie only comes once a year and I was not going to miss out on lushes, real whip cream beatin' to the right consistency. And piled high on the sweet decadent pumpkin pie...chilled to perfection!!! OMG!!! Let me just say thias,,,oink oink!!! lol
Come back tomorrow to see what happens next!!!
Mrs. Oink-a-lita!!!
Quay
Alright, so who is on track with their weight loss? I was...but those darn holiday's! Well also that darn will power, I loast mine along the from Christmas to New Year's. So, 10 pounds heavier, I am here to say I am back on track.
I am being honest and calling this bump what is ..… I ate like a pig! Yep, pumpkin pie only comes once a year and I was not going to miss out on lushes, real whip cream beatin' to the right consistency. And piled high on the sweet decadent pumpkin pie...chilled to perfection!!! OMG!!! Let me just say thias,,,oink oink!!! lol
Come back tomorrow to see what happens next!!!
Mrs. Oink-a-lita!!!
Quay
Tuesday, December 31, 2013
Content in Utah...NOT TRUE!!!
So it's been awhile...well a long while. OK so it's been over a year!!!
I've been content to be fat!!! Well, I shouldn't say that. I've been
running on both ends of the candlestick. I've been taking care of my
sick hubby, my elderly Mother and my blind brother. Now who wouldn't
want this job??? Well actually I'm ok with it. I've made things a bit
easier. I moved my Mom and brother in shortly after my husband passed
away. It was going to be easier for all of us money wise and easier for
me to take care of them. So now having said that....I got to thinking I
would like to get back to my blogging and my weight loss. I have gained,
lost and gained. So it's time to do something for me.
Annnnnyway.....get ready for a fun, wild 2014!!! Cuz' you can't have fun
at my house unless your insane!!!! Talk to you all tomorrow!!!!
Thursday, September 13, 2012
YaY!!! I'm thinner!
SO....I have not entered anything here since March. Well a lot has
happened since then. We have moved, moved my mom and my husband became
very ill and still is. I got my knee replaced. And I am still working on
the old chub loss. Geeez! Things are getting back to a much more normal
pace these days. I hope to get things back to a S-L-O-W pace so I can
scrap a lot more. I have a ton of pics to do !
OK... the last couple of times I wrote here I was 265.... WOoooWEeee Well good news now is I am now down to.... wait for it........ 244 yep...I'am slowly but surely still losing!! I can hardly stand it. So here is an updated shot of me .... (I'm the skinny one), and my BFF! hehehe
It's
coming off slow...but it is staying off. I found some really huge pics
of me. I will have to scan them and load them up here. Kind of a before
and mid way thingy! Alright everyone...if there is still anyone out there!! I'll be back sooner than last!!!
OK... the last couple of times I wrote here I was 265.... WOoooWEeee Well good news now is I am now down to.... wait for it........ 244 yep...I'am slowly but surely still losing!! I can hardly stand it. So here is an updated shot of me .... (I'm the skinny one), and my BFF! hehehe
Thursday, March 8, 2012
Staying on task!
What exactly does that mean..."Staying on Task" hmmmm When you call weight loss a task, isn't that an understatement BIG time??
task
[task, tahsk] Show IPA
noun
1.
a definite piece of work assigned to, falling to, or expected of a person; duty.
2.
any piece of work.
3.
a matter of considerable labor or difficulty.
4.
Obsolete . a tax or impost.
verb (used with object)
5.
to subject to severe or excessive labor or exertion; put a strain upon (powers, resources, etc.).
6.
to impose a task on.
7.
Obsolete . to tax.
There ya have it.....the true meaning of task! I like this one...
a matter of considerable labor or difficulty.
Wouldn't you agree...losing weight is difficult. Not to mention the
labor it takes to remember stuff like, is this the right amount of
veggies. And should I weigh myself every 5 minutes! And don't forget you
have to keep track of EVERY single thing you put in your mouth. Or
spill on your chest! It could be dangerous to have some spare food lying
a breast on your shirt! lol get it? A breast!!! As in chicken breast...
I know I'm twisted!!
Ok so your whole day could be sucked up with the thought of what to eat, when to eat, and when to exercise not to mention when to go shopping for all the right foods to eat! Argggggggggggggggggggggggg!!! I am feeling like I want to jump off a cliff while typing this. hehe soooooooooooo
Ok so your whole day could be sucked up with the thought of what to eat, when to eat, and when to exercise not to mention when to go shopping for all the right foods to eat! Argggggggggggggggggggggggg!!! I am feeling like I want to jump off a cliff while typing this. hehe soooooooooooo
Let
me just say..."DO THE BEST YOU CAN AND THEN MAYBE SOME EXTRA BEST TO
GET OVER THE HUMP" I fail everyday. I think they call that being
normal!
*hugs* to all my fellow fatties!!
Quay
Sunday, March 4, 2012
Dear Fat Person (meaning myself)
I am writing to tell you that you have won a million dollars from the "Blog Yourself Thin Club!"
Yes, you are our grand prize winner of the
newest weight loss craze ever to sweep the country!!!! And with your
small donation of $500.00 we can soon become the newest weight loss
craze ever to sweep the "WORLD"!!!! Won't you please help out in our
cause. It means a lot to all the fat
people that sit around home with no life. Starring into their computer
screen at their fat loss blog. In hopes that it will motivate them to
stay on task.
These people need our support. For the
very reason that you're probably not aware of, that most of us, are
usually sitting there eating a BIG FAT ding dong or a yellow cake donut,
dipped in chocolate. The kind of chocolate that snaps when you bite
into it. Then as it coats the roof of your mouth, you close your eyes,
you think ah could this moment last forever? You wish you could you do
this every night and never gain one, not one single pound!!! Ahhhhhhhhh
the ecstasy, the relaxing, almost melty, soft soothing feeling that
comes over you. Your eyes glaze over and that comforting smile floats
over your thoughts of more~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~(o)(o)(o)(o) more donuts just
like the first one!!
How many of us have felt this way? Come
on...raise your hand!?!?! Dooooooooo it!!! hehehe I know I have. Man
have I ever. Food has become such a romantic, comforting feeling for
me. How I wish I could use food for what it was intended. To keep you
alive and healthy. Ohh I know it has to taste good or we wouldn't eat
it. Now what I am going to do, is remind myself why I turned to food
for comfort. And remind myself that the reason is done, over, gone,
deleted DEAD!!! So let it go and move forward-----------> Yep
forward! So having said that, I have gained .2 pounds and I am guessing
that is water retention. On account I haven't been taking my water
pills. Nowwwwwwwwww, before you all go postal on me about taking my
pills. I have the choice to take the pills and pee my pants all day. Or
not and retain some water, temporarily. Today retention won out! hehe
OK, let's get on the rest of my twisted fantasy here.... :D
So please get that donation into the mail today and help a fellow chubby out! Send your donation to
Blog Yourself Thin Club
Blog Yourself Thin Club
300 Ton Street
Moo Town, USA 90900
We have also enclosed this pocket size tape
measure, so that you can measure your girth at anytime, anywhere. We
thank you for your complete support towards our common goal. To rid this
world of lonely, fat, donut eating sad people. Don't forget to pat
yourself on the back for sending in your donation. And to make that ol'
pat on your back even better. Just double that donation to $1000.00.
Just think of the extra joy you could be
feeling right now, by sending that doubled donation!! Just double that
donation and sing your songs of praise to yourself!
Thank you,
CEO, of the "Blog Yourself Thin Club"
Quay Sadler
(also Author of "Scrap Yourself Thin Club" and "Shop Yourself ThinClub")
Sold in bookstores everywhere! lol
Monday, February 20, 2012
Hello all my Weight Conscience Friends!
Ok..so how has everyone done this week? So far I'm at the same weight
I was last week. Bla! Ohhh you want to know how much I weigh? hmmmm'
are we really BFF's? Alright, alright slow down.....wait for
it......265! Their I said it, I'm not happy about it, but I said it.
Man...WWWWWHHHHYYYYYYYYYYYYY!! That's what my grandson says when he
doesn't get his way. I thought I might try it and see if it gets me what
I want!!! So ever think what you do want when you lose your chub?
What do I want? Well if ya have to know, I want to be 125 pounds. I
weighed that when I was a senior. And don't you think being and LOOKING
like you did back in your youth, would be GREAT???? Oh man think of
the possibilities... mine would be-
1. NO wrinkles...anywhere!
2. Boobs that don't touch my knees when I sit down!
3. A lap that my grand-kids can actually sit on.
4. Brown hair again...(even my hair is fat) :D
5. I could ride my bike and you could actually see the seat while I'm riding. Not a pole up my A$$!!
6. Beautiful teeth, well heck just some teeth in the first place! *wink*
7. Be able to fit in a booth at a restaurant, comfortably! Not have the table jammed into your gutt!!!
8. Just some sexy panties eh? Not underpants you can jump from a plane with and use them as a parachute.
9. Dimples on my cheeks, and I mean the ones on your face, not the tens of thousands on your other cheeks!
10. And lastly my Memory back....(it's fat too) being 55 has it's good moments, but it also has it's bad moments as well. So let's raise a glass of diet water and say three cheers to losing weight and hopefully getting our wish list answered by the PHAT fairy!!!!!!!! Cheers everyone!!
p.s. I have posted a couple pic's of my days when I was young and had tight skin, long brown hair, and the world was my oyster....(what does that mean anyway?) OK prepare to be shocked! lol
1. NO wrinkles...anywhere!
2. Boobs that don't touch my knees when I sit down!
3. A lap that my grand-kids can actually sit on.
4. Brown hair again...(even my hair is fat) :D
5. I could ride my bike and you could actually see the seat while I'm riding. Not a pole up my A$$!!
6. Beautiful teeth, well heck just some teeth in the first place! *wink*
7. Be able to fit in a booth at a restaurant, comfortably! Not have the table jammed into your gutt!!!
8. Just some sexy panties eh? Not underpants you can jump from a plane with and use them as a parachute.
9. Dimples on my cheeks, and I mean the ones on your face, not the tens of thousands on your other cheeks!
10. And lastly my Memory back....(it's fat too) being 55 has it's good moments, but it also has it's bad moments as well. So let's raise a glass of diet water and say three cheers to losing weight and hopefully getting our wish list answered by the PHAT fairy!!!!!!!! Cheers everyone!!
p.s. I have posted a couple pic's of my days when I was young and had tight skin, long brown hair, and the world was my oyster....(what does that mean anyway?) OK prepare to be shocked! lol
Thursday, February 16, 2012
Hangs Her Head In Shame
Alas...I am ashamed to even be here. I have fallen of the wagon so to
speak. I am getting back on the horse or wagon if you will... For
several reasons:
1. I am still fat.
2. I am having knee surgery.
3. I want to wear cool clothes AGAIN!!
4. I need this blog to help me stay in line.
Their I said it... Whew! I feel better already. On reason I haven't been here is my hubby got real sick one night and I called an ambulance and off he went to the hospital. Not more than hour there. They pulled him into surgery. They had told me he might not make it thru' the surgery! :( Now about an hour and a half I got to go see him. Then I found out he had diverticulitis. And they took a foot and a half of his small intestine out! eeewwwww And for those that are wondering....YES he had a poop bag put on. I even had to learn how to put one on and clean it out. Another eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwww. lol Actually it wasn't so bad. You do these kind of things for the ones you love. And I really like gutts!! hehehe I should of been a Doctor!! :D
Ok next topic...My daughter and I are back on Weight Watchers and hope to be a size minus 14 by summer! OK, so maybe I am expecting to much. lol But shouldn't I aim high? Or should I keep my expectations low so I don't get crushed. lol Well, one way or the other I need to lose the rest of my chub!
My biggest problem with losing weight, is the damn exercise. grrrr I have a robo knee in my left leg, and soon another robo knee will put in my right leg. So getting down on the floor is a definite "NO" Once you get the metal knees you can't kneel on them. So no doggie leg lift's!! :D I know...I know...their is plenty of things I can do that is called exercise. :D So having said that I will...I will do the stand up kind of exercise!
X-my heart and hope to get thin! hehe So Team Sadler is armed and ready to go !!!!!! I will report back tomorrow at 1300 or 1100 or some sort of 100 hours. Just check in often. lol I will be back tomorrow.
Hang in their with me!!
Quay
p.s. I have loaded a picture of me on the 4th of July...so all can see how chub looks on a holiday! hehe
1. I am still fat.
2. I am having knee surgery.
3. I want to wear cool clothes AGAIN!!
4. I need this blog to help me stay in line.
Their I said it... Whew! I feel better already. On reason I haven't been here is my hubby got real sick one night and I called an ambulance and off he went to the hospital. Not more than hour there. They pulled him into surgery. They had told me he might not make it thru' the surgery! :( Now about an hour and a half I got to go see him. Then I found out he had diverticulitis. And they took a foot and a half of his small intestine out! eeewwwww And for those that are wondering....YES he had a poop bag put on. I even had to learn how to put one on and clean it out. Another eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwww. lol Actually it wasn't so bad. You do these kind of things for the ones you love. And I really like gutts!! hehehe I should of been a Doctor!! :D
Ok next topic...My daughter and I are back on Weight Watchers and hope to be a size minus 14 by summer! OK, so maybe I am expecting to much. lol But shouldn't I aim high? Or should I keep my expectations low so I don't get crushed. lol Well, one way or the other I need to lose the rest of my chub!
My biggest problem with losing weight, is the damn exercise. grrrr I have a robo knee in my left leg, and soon another robo knee will put in my right leg. So getting down on the floor is a definite "NO" Once you get the metal knees you can't kneel on them. So no doggie leg lift's!! :D I know...I know...their is plenty of things I can do that is called exercise. :D So having said that I will...I will do the stand up kind of exercise!
X-my heart and hope to get thin! hehe So Team Sadler is armed and ready to go !!!!!! I will report back tomorrow at 1300 or 1100 or some sort of 100 hours. Just check in often. lol I will be back tomorrow.
Hang in their with me!!
Quay
p.s. I have loaded a picture of me on the 4th of July...so all can see how chub looks on a holiday! hehe
Monday, June 27, 2011
Yogurt, Yogurt, Yogurt!!
Howdy all you faithful followers... :D I
am still here, struggling like the rest of the world, well a few anyway
in the world..lol My main staple has been yogurt. Yep, good ol' sweet,
light, fat free yogurt! I only like two kinds. Yoplait strawberry and
Yoplait strawberry/banana. Today I am eating just plain strawberry!! Can
we
all say YUM??? hehe
all say YUM??? hehe
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| Sooooooooooooooo Good!! |
Ok so here is the latest and not so greatest, I have lost 3 pounds, that is the greatest part. The not so greatest is I will probably gain it back. I know I know...think positive. Oh I am, I am also being logical. I know just eating Yogurt isn't a good plan. BUTT... I have no time these days. I am so busy with my Grand-kids and my own children and my mother and ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! I am ready to explode!!!!!
Is it possible to a little over weight and still be happy? I think I have been fairly happy, I would like to be thinner so my diabetes stay's in control. It is now but I know it would be even better if I was thinner. So in light of that, I am still trying. Hang in there with me, I am doing the best I can do right now with all that is going on in my life.
Stay tuned for further chitter chatter!! :D
Thursday, June 9, 2011
Yawn!
Hello....I know I am losing followers!! Waaa! I have been tending
grandkids and well, I think you all know what that means! :\ So here is
the latest...I am stuck where I was last time. I am running around like
a chicken with my head cut off and well that isn't enough I guess. poo!
My mom bought one of those exercise chairs that twist and bend and works out all of your gut while you sit on your butt! (I know it rhymes) hehe So do you think I make time to sit on it? Heck no....I'd rather be looking up The Monkees info! I am re-living my past teen years. hehe Mike was my fav!! Now here is the really cute part. My granddaughter is starting to like the monkees too! hehe She sings along with the music and even asked to watch one of the shows today! bwhahaha Ya gotta love that!!
NEWS FLASH!! I am also turning into a coupon grandma!! I have been watching the show on TLC and I am hooked. I have gone shopping 2 times so far and loved loading up my cart and watching the coupons deduct the original price. WONDERFUL!
SO ya see I have been a very busy person these days. Much to busy to lose weight!! hehe BUTT...I am still here aren't I? So my desire is weak but alive!! I may just need a shock to my thinking so I can get back on track!! Speaking of track...na, I am not doing that!! hehe
Ciao fellow chubbers!!
My mom bought one of those exercise chairs that twist and bend and works out all of your gut while you sit on your butt! (I know it rhymes) hehe So do you think I make time to sit on it? Heck no....I'd rather be looking up The Monkees info! I am re-living my past teen years. hehe Mike was my fav!! Now here is the really cute part. My granddaughter is starting to like the monkees too! hehe She sings along with the music and even asked to watch one of the shows today! bwhahaha Ya gotta love that!!
NEWS FLASH!! I am also turning into a coupon grandma!! I have been watching the show on TLC and I am hooked. I have gone shopping 2 times so far and loved loading up my cart and watching the coupons deduct the original price. WONDERFUL!
SO ya see I have been a very busy person these days. Much to busy to lose weight!! hehe BUTT...I am still here aren't I? So my desire is weak but alive!! I may just need a shock to my thinking so I can get back on track!! Speaking of track...na, I am not doing that!! hehe
Ciao fellow chubbers!!
Monday, April 11, 2011
Yippeeee, Yahoooo and Yowza!!
Well guess what? I have lost 9 pounds!!! Yep I climbed my big fat butt onto the creeepy ol' scale and "weighted" to see the numbers and lo' and behold I was 9 pounds down!!!
I could hardly believe it! I thought hell woman go to the store and shop to celebrate...hehe But then I remembered payday wasn't until the end of the week. hmmmm bummer! But NOT a bummer since some of the fat (I hope) has come from my bum!! hehe
Soooooooo how did I get back on track? I had to let my acid reflux pills lapse becuz' of our crappy insurance, and I started getting bloated and uncomfortable without them. Everything I ate was giving me heartburn and then the acid reflux at night. SO here is my big secret... wait for it.... I stopped eating the foods that were upsetting my stomach. Simple right? COULDN'T BE MORE WRONG!! I loved the food I was eating, and lots of it too! hehe I had to stop eating snacks after dinner, late at night, in the middle of the day when I was bored. By snacks I mean, cake, mini hostess donuts (whole bags of them) chocolate and so on.... you know all the things we crave and love.
Now, I am not saying this is a secret way to lose weight, but what I am saying is, it's working for me. It is forcing me to eat better and healthier becuz' I can't stand the pain! And consequently I am turned off by those yummy foods! hehe And a bonus is I no longer need the pills which puts more money in my pocket! WIN WIN I say!! :D
So here is a funny story about one of my grand-daughters. Her name is Ivy and she is ADHD, she is extremely bright for her age (I bet all grandma's say that) hehe She has a nac of saying the right things at the right time that can make you bust a gut! What happened was grandpa had her and our other grand-daughter, Quaylyn in the car, they stopped at a red light and on the corner was a man dressed up in a statue of liberty costume. Advertising a discount on their filing your taxes. The sign read "50% off" (then some bigger words she couldn't read) Now Ivy read those words as "$50 off" Then she paused....and replied "What a Rip!!!" I swear I am busting up here as I write this..hehehehe She never fails to put things in perspective!! hehe
Here
is first Quaylyn, then Ivy... they both fill my cup to the brim daily!!
(those are little aprons, not dresses, just sayin') hehe
I could hardly believe it! I thought hell woman go to the store and shop to celebrate...hehe But then I remembered payday wasn't until the end of the week. hmmmm bummer! But NOT a bummer since some of the fat (I hope) has come from my bum!! hehe
Soooooooo how did I get back on track? I had to let my acid reflux pills lapse becuz' of our crappy insurance, and I started getting bloated and uncomfortable without them. Everything I ate was giving me heartburn and then the acid reflux at night. SO here is my big secret... wait for it.... I stopped eating the foods that were upsetting my stomach. Simple right? COULDN'T BE MORE WRONG!! I loved the food I was eating, and lots of it too! hehe I had to stop eating snacks after dinner, late at night, in the middle of the day when I was bored. By snacks I mean, cake, mini hostess donuts (whole bags of them) chocolate and so on.... you know all the things we crave and love.
Now, I am not saying this is a secret way to lose weight, but what I am saying is, it's working for me. It is forcing me to eat better and healthier becuz' I can't stand the pain! And consequently I am turned off by those yummy foods! hehe And a bonus is I no longer need the pills which puts more money in my pocket! WIN WIN I say!! :D
So here is a funny story about one of my grand-daughters. Her name is Ivy and she is ADHD, she is extremely bright for her age (I bet all grandma's say that) hehe She has a nac of saying the right things at the right time that can make you bust a gut! What happened was grandpa had her and our other grand-daughter, Quaylyn in the car, they stopped at a red light and on the corner was a man dressed up in a statue of liberty costume. Advertising a discount on their filing your taxes. The sign read "50% off" (then some bigger words she couldn't read) Now Ivy read those words as "$50 off" Then she paused....and replied "What a Rip!!!" I swear I am busting up here as I write this..hehehehe She never fails to put things in perspective!! hehe
Monday, April 4, 2011
I'm FATTER!!!
First of all I have gained 15 pounds back!! Waaaaaaaaaaaa! I don't know
how I did it, I just did!! Wait that isn't true....I did it one bite at a
time. One bite of cheesecake, then another and another. Then candy and
cheetos, dinner out, birthday party cake, ice cream, cookies, extra
helpings of dinner, lunch and breakfast. OMG!!
Sooooooo let's talk eh? Have you ever reached a point where you are starting to feel pretty damn good. I mean, your feeling rather sexy and hot! hehe "I'm doing really good on this plan." I haven't lost but I haven't gained. SO deep in the sick helpless brain a fat person has, you tell yourself I can have 1 donut, and then 2, then 3 and then before you know it I have eaten the entire bag of Hostess mini chocolate donuts. Mmmmmm SO yummy!! What?? Am I sick in the head??? YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS I am! I can't stop! I don't know how it happens it just does. I go into a drunken stupor and eat until I need an entire bottle of tums!! GOD help me!!
Have ya ever been there? And if so what did ya do to break the spell of "I'm a fat pig again" lol Oh and BTW I found that scale. That's how I know I have gained 15 pounds back. :D Bla!
SO my peeps....I am at a loss. A loss of courage and a loss of power! Food has crept back into my brain the way it was when I weighed 326. It's an addiction thing. SO if you have any suggestions? Please lay them on me...and FAST...I am turning into a huge barge!! hehehe
Below is me in one of my drunken cake stupors!! And check out those boobs...are they hanging or what? Sick!! I need a new bra! Yes folks I do have a bra on, and the bottom of my shirt has some grandkid spillage of sorts so please don't think I fell over laughing in my state of cake drunkenness and soiled myself!! hehehehe
What a dork I am here...hehehe Luv' ya all!
Sooooooo let's talk eh? Have you ever reached a point where you are starting to feel pretty damn good. I mean, your feeling rather sexy and hot! hehe "I'm doing really good on this plan." I haven't lost but I haven't gained. SO deep in the sick helpless brain a fat person has, you tell yourself I can have 1 donut, and then 2, then 3 and then before you know it I have eaten the entire bag of Hostess mini chocolate donuts. Mmmmmm SO yummy!! What?? Am I sick in the head??? YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS I am! I can't stop! I don't know how it happens it just does. I go into a drunken stupor and eat until I need an entire bottle of tums!! GOD help me!!
Have ya ever been there? And if so what did ya do to break the spell of "I'm a fat pig again" lol Oh and BTW I found that scale. That's how I know I have gained 15 pounds back. :D Bla!
SO my peeps....I am at a loss. A loss of courage and a loss of power! Food has crept back into my brain the way it was when I weighed 326. It's an addiction thing. SO if you have any suggestions? Please lay them on me...and FAST...I am turning into a huge barge!! hehehe
Below is me in one of my drunken cake stupors!! And check out those boobs...are they hanging or what? Sick!! I need a new bra! Yes folks I do have a bra on, and the bottom of my shirt has some grandkid spillage of sorts so please don't think I fell over laughing in my state of cake drunkenness and soiled myself!! hehehehe
What a dork I am here...hehehe Luv' ya all!
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
Packing it up!
Ok...so I have boxed up my scale, I have no idea if I have lost and if I have, how much. And I cannot remember what box it is in. SO just for fun, let's see if I lose anything from the time of this post till I find it. I last weighed my self over a week ago. And I was 256. I know I know...getting chubby again! lol I got down to the 251 during my surgery and recovery. It was the first time I was 251 in over 12 years. It looked good!! I just want you all to know I am still motivated and have been staying away from boredom eating (which BTW is my aquiles heel) Since we have been painting and boxing, all I do is hurt so I haven't wanted to do much but sleep, or work harder to get things done. SO I guess what I am saying is....eating bad, working good! lol
So, keep watching and see if I have lost anything....Now I am off to work some more...TTYL friends!
Ps... Pic is from a luncheon we had with some of our old high school buddies!! I was so glad that I could go! If this had been 3 years ago, I wouldn't have gone. To fat! Life is so much better these days!
4:00 am?
WoW! I am up and it's 4 o'clock in the morning...What am I doing up this
early you ask? Well my hubby woke me up, by eating some pretzels!!!
Thank goodness I am not a big fan of eating pretzels! :D However I feel
a box of macaroni and cheese calling me. But I am not hungry, becuz' it
is freezing in here, so all I can think about is hurrying and getting
back to bed! lol So I will refrain!!
So how many of you like "Turkey Burger"? :( Blac!! My mom is trying to get me to eat it. Yuck-o...I have ate it and it sucks! So no real meaning behind this post, just the mutterings of a tired old woman who thought she better type something before she cuddles up under her blankets.
So until later my fellow fatties...I will bid you adieu...
So how many of you like "Turkey Burger"? :( Blac!! My mom is trying to get me to eat it. Yuck-o...I have ate it and it sucks! So no real meaning behind this post, just the mutterings of a tired old woman who thought she better type something before she cuddles up under her blankets.
So until later my fellow fatties...I will bid you adieu...
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
New Year, New Goals
Really? New Goals? Like "Hey I wanna stay a fat slob forever" or "Geez
Fat looks good on me" Riiiight!! hehe OK so I have the same goals, lose
weight! And why break with tradition! It's a new year and why not have
the same ol' "I'm going to lose weight this year?" SO in short, I am
still on my goal of losing weight and getting healthier and happier!
Happier by "weigh" of less pain lugging all this fat around! Healthier
by "weigh" of being of sound mind! Right now my mind is a little lost.
We are in the process of moving our household to a much smaller home
than what 6 adults can live in. Yikes! So we are having to downsize
some. Such as losing weight does! (awww great analogy) lol Gotta stick
with the theme of things here! lol
Ok, so moving sucks and so does being fat, but loosing the tonnage is great and so is the loss of all the cardboard boxes after the move. Then and only then will my mind return and be back to normal!! Normal? really? Was I ever normal? And that my readers is another entry!!
Get happy and thin this year... TTYL
Ok, so moving sucks and so does being fat, but loosing the tonnage is great and so is the loss of all the cardboard boxes after the move. Then and only then will my mind return and be back to normal!! Normal? really? Was I ever normal? And that my readers is another entry!!
Get happy and thin this year... TTYL
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
Bowing my Head in Shame!
*BIG sigh* Ok peeps...the battle of the bulge has won...well the fat
side of the battle! I have "GAINED" 10 pounds since I last wrote in
here. *sniff sniff* Some how I managed to eat myself to the fat tard
stage! 10 pounds, unbelievable! Is it really???? Hell no!!! It is
believable I have made the basic Christmas goodies, such as, cherry
cheese cake, spaghetti casserole with a BUTT load of mozzarella
CHEESE!!! And speaking of BUTT load..my BUTT is a whole bunch of fat
now!! I'll take a picture.. hang on! Ok..let me explain something. I
have been out to my other house, painting. so I lost my balance and fell
backwards onto the closet door my mom and I were painting, and my pants
got a huge amount of yellow paint on them. So enjoy! hehe
WoW!
Nice paint clothes eh? Ok so I have explained my plight and confessed
my unworthy soul to you! Please still be my friend? Don't turn away from
me because I am hideous! I need your support! :D
Alrighty, when we move I am really thinking about going back to WW if I can afford it! I will have to check my budget. So in the mean time, I better at least keep blogging and watching what I put in my mouth! Speaking of mouth, I am going to shut mine right about now....to ALL of my faithful followers, "Have a Very Merry Christmas!"
Alrighty, when we move I am really thinking about going back to WW if I can afford it! I will have to check my budget. So in the mean time, I better at least keep blogging and watching what I put in my mouth! Speaking of mouth, I am going to shut mine right about now....to ALL of my faithful followers, "Have a Very Merry Christmas!"
Thursday, December 9, 2010
Holy Moly...it's been a while!!
Wowie! I have slacked here...been busy with my surgery recovery and
physical therapy. I am glad to say I am walking more normally and
feeling a WHOLE lot better! I will be doing the other knee come March or
April! And now the reason I got my knees done????
I WAS SUPER FAT!!! hehe I wore my knees right out to the bone. When your carrying an elephant on your back something has to give. And my knees were it! I am so grateful they have this type of surgery so that I can still walk and not end up in a wheelchair. That's where I was headed the Dr. said. ACK!
Ok I am down to 251 and I go up to 254 then back to 251...BUTT I am ok with that. I seem to hover in a slot for awhile then I lose like 6 pounds all at once. So I am waiting for that magic moment now! hehe
Speaking of magic moment, I have dropped 14 dress sizes since I have been on this journey!!! I can hardly believe it! When I added up the dress sizes, it was like Christmas morning. Magical all the way. Yehaw! I want to do what a fellow WW friend did. She went to the store and asked if she could take pictures of things that matched her weight loss. You know like 85 pounds of shortening, 85 pounds of dog food. Then I could see what I was actually carrying around. I know it is going to look GY-NORMOUS!!! So when I do I will post the pics here. And Lesia...I will have my Daughter email me that picture and get it up here, just for you!!
Ok all you fellow fatties..Christmas is coming! And so are the good eats! What to do, what to do...Well I am not going to stress for one and two I am going to eat with thought and control. I am going to taste the food and if it is good I am going to swallow it. If it isn't tasty, then I am going to spit it out!! Yep you heard me, spit-tooie!!! hehe Why? you ask.... well I made a turkey dinner last night and I could hardly wait to sit and devour the fixin's. And low and behold, they didn't taste like I thought they would. I have noticed some of the foods I loved so much don't taste the same anymore. Waaaaa! BUTT, I do know it has helped me not over eat and to stay away from these foods, just on taste alone. I hope I can keep this miracle up until I reach my goal and beyond. Don't you? lol
Now here is my promise...I am going to get past the 250's by the end of the year. And I am going to eat slow and with thought and control. And I will post pictures here SOON! ANNNND I will post more often! hehehe Miss all my WW friends and love your support!! Thanks guys!!
*hugs* Quay
I WAS SUPER FAT!!! hehe I wore my knees right out to the bone. When your carrying an elephant on your back something has to give. And my knees were it! I am so grateful they have this type of surgery so that I can still walk and not end up in a wheelchair. That's where I was headed the Dr. said. ACK!
Ok I am down to 251 and I go up to 254 then back to 251...BUTT I am ok with that. I seem to hover in a slot for awhile then I lose like 6 pounds all at once. So I am waiting for that magic moment now! hehe
Speaking of magic moment, I have dropped 14 dress sizes since I have been on this journey!!! I can hardly believe it! When I added up the dress sizes, it was like Christmas morning. Magical all the way. Yehaw! I want to do what a fellow WW friend did. She went to the store and asked if she could take pictures of things that matched her weight loss. You know like 85 pounds of shortening, 85 pounds of dog food. Then I could see what I was actually carrying around. I know it is going to look GY-NORMOUS!!! So when I do I will post the pics here. And Lesia...I will have my Daughter email me that picture and get it up here, just for you!!
Ok all you fellow fatties..Christmas is coming! And so are the good eats! What to do, what to do...Well I am not going to stress for one and two I am going to eat with thought and control. I am going to taste the food and if it is good I am going to swallow it. If it isn't tasty, then I am going to spit it out!! Yep you heard me, spit-tooie!!! hehe Why? you ask.... well I made a turkey dinner last night and I could hardly wait to sit and devour the fixin's. And low and behold, they didn't taste like I thought they would. I have noticed some of the foods I loved so much don't taste the same anymore. Waaaaa! BUTT, I do know it has helped me not over eat and to stay away from these foods, just on taste alone. I hope I can keep this miracle up until I reach my goal and beyond. Don't you? lol
Now here is my promise...I am going to get past the 250's by the end of the year. And I am going to eat slow and with thought and control. And I will post pictures here SOON! ANNNND I will post more often! hehehe Miss all my WW friends and love your support!! Thanks guys!!
*hugs* Quay
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
Oh for Pete's Sake!
Man, I am losing my mind!! I'm serious! :) I am stuck in my house most
of the day, and can't do anything on account of my knee. Knee
replacement sucks! hehe For now it does! I can only stand on my legs
for 10 minutes at a time, and then I have to rest for 20 minutes. Geeez!
Bla! Whine Whine Whine.... :D
Ok enuff' I suppose. lol So in the weight loss department I am now down to 252!!! Woooo Hoooo I haven't seen that in decades! Joann (my daughter) took a picture of me on the sofa Halloween night and I actually looked small!! hehehe Yippppeeee! I am 100 pounds away from my goal. Yowza! It might take me another year but I will do it. I have too! I am in this to win this! ok..enuff'
Halloween came and went and I had candy, not a ton...just some! I am rather proud of myself and really glad I didn't buy any to tempt me either! hehe So now we move towards Thanksgiving, the day of the trough!! Yep, the trough!! We eat til' we burst then go back for more and do it all over again! Can you believe it? Of course you can...admit it! This year I am doing just what I did last year. Eat slow and get full faster and then leave the table and visit with everyone instead of hanging around the food. It will work!
Alright I know this is dull this time, butt at least I wrote in it! hehe Until next time I weigh in....eat slow people.
Ok enuff' I suppose. lol So in the weight loss department I am now down to 252!!! Woooo Hoooo I haven't seen that in decades! Joann (my daughter) took a picture of me on the sofa Halloween night and I actually looked small!! hehehe Yippppeeee! I am 100 pounds away from my goal. Yowza! It might take me another year but I will do it. I have too! I am in this to win this! ok..enuff'
Halloween came and went and I had candy, not a ton...just some! I am rather proud of myself and really glad I didn't buy any to tempt me either! hehe So now we move towards Thanksgiving, the day of the trough!! Yep, the trough!! We eat til' we burst then go back for more and do it all over again! Can you believe it? Of course you can...admit it! This year I am doing just what I did last year. Eat slow and get full faster and then leave the table and visit with everyone instead of hanging around the food. It will work!
Alright I know this is dull this time, butt at least I wrote in it! hehe Until next time I weigh in....eat slow people.
Thursday, September 23, 2010
Candy Trail!
Ok so my Grand-daughter's school has there fundraiser chocolates in to
be picked up. YEA! for her...but boo for me! Or so I thought. :/ I
pickup Quaylyn from school everyday except Monday, and today was my day
to pick her up. SO with map in hand I made my way into her cafeteria to
witness, every table had 1000's of boxed chocolate, a sea of pure dark,
milk and creamy chocolate. Ready to be claimed!! Quaylyn was the top
seller in her school (or dare I say her mother was the top seller) hehe
Anyway...I asked the lady who looked official and she asked which class
and which teacher. I told her and then told her my grand-daughters name
"Quaylyn" :D (proud grandma moment) lol Then the official lady said "I
knew you were going to say that, did you know she was our top seller
here at school?" "WoW she is?" I replied "Then off we go" says the
official lady, "We have a cart for you!!!" A CART!!!!! Oh Hellllll no!!
I nearly crapped....(I know TMI, I did say I can get a little colorful
here) hehe So, then we proceeded to the pile on the table, which BTW
took up most of the table! She told me to go pull my car around and then
we could load it easier. So I did. I could hardly wait to get it home!
M-M-M-M-M right???? A big FAT WRONG! And I'll tell you why....
I actually thought, for a moment that I was going to throw caution to the wind and come home and have myself a chocolate frenzy until I went into a coma. BUTT instead I came home and had 4 pieces, 2 peanut butter and 2 chocolate covered caramels. I know that is a lot for a diabetic but in actuality it is quite safe. BUTT the big thing was I got sick to my stomach after I ate them. I am even nauseous while I am typing this. I am not actually sure why, it might be that I am stressing a bit on the surgery and my stomach is upset on the other hand it just might be that I find chocolate disgusting and repulsive now!! YA RIGHT!! Well in keeping with the WW credo "Less is More" (I made that up) hehe
After all....Halloween is coming!! bwhahahahahaha
I actually thought, for a moment that I was going to throw caution to the wind and come home and have myself a chocolate frenzy until I went into a coma. BUTT instead I came home and had 4 pieces, 2 peanut butter and 2 chocolate covered caramels. I know that is a lot for a diabetic but in actuality it is quite safe. BUTT the big thing was I got sick to my stomach after I ate them. I am even nauseous while I am typing this. I am not actually sure why, it might be that I am stressing a bit on the surgery and my stomach is upset on the other hand it just might be that I find chocolate disgusting and repulsive now!! YA RIGHT!! Well in keeping with the WW credo "Less is More" (I made that up) hehe
After all....Halloween is coming!! bwhahahahahaha
Sunday, September 19, 2010
Sad but True
Well, I have had to quit going to weight watchers, for awhile. I can not
afford the monthly payment. My brother was paying for me to go. BUTT,
he said he can't afford it either. :( BUTT, I am still on track, I have
been weighing myself at home and I have gained back 2 pounds. So now I
am working on getting those pounds off my body....AGAIN!! Now more
distressing news, sorta!
I am going into the hospital October 8th to have knee surgery, yep I am getting a new knee! The doctor said I have severe arthritis in both knees and no cushion under my joints. So bone against bone. Yikes! Anyway 6 weeks later I am back in the hospital having the other knee replaced!! It's scary, but exciting too! When all is said and done, I will finally be able to go walking for my exercise!!!!!! Whooo Hooo So now I have a new lens in my right eye, so I can see better, and I will have 2 new knees so I can walk better. Which means I will be able to see thru brick walls and jump tall buildings in a single bound!! OMG! I will become the worlds first bionic Grandma! Woot Woot! I can hardly wait!!! lol
Alrighty I will be here more now that I can't go to weight watchers for awhile! I will need to see how all of you are progressing to help me stay on task.
SUPPORT...support is great, just like a great bra is! :D
I am going into the hospital October 8th to have knee surgery, yep I am getting a new knee! The doctor said I have severe arthritis in both knees and no cushion under my joints. So bone against bone. Yikes! Anyway 6 weeks later I am back in the hospital having the other knee replaced!! It's scary, but exciting too! When all is said and done, I will finally be able to go walking for my exercise!!!!!! Whooo Hooo So now I have a new lens in my right eye, so I can see better, and I will have 2 new knees so I can walk better. Which means I will be able to see thru brick walls and jump tall buildings in a single bound!! OMG! I will become the worlds first bionic Grandma! Woot Woot! I can hardly wait!!! lol
Alrighty I will be here more now that I can't go to weight watchers for awhile! I will need to see how all of you are progressing to help me stay on task.
SUPPORT...support is great, just like a great bra is! :D
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Plodding Along
I feel like I am in slow motion... m-o-v-i-n-g-e-v-e-r-s-o-s-l-o-w-l-y!
Day after day I get on the scale, one pound down, then the next day one
pound up. I'm thinking I would like to be a man!! They lose so darn
fast, and steady!! My brother already looks hot, even with no hair!!
hehehe I can say that becuz' he doesn't do blogs. So he will never see
mine! A_N_Y_W_A_Y.....
I am still motivated, just tired. However, I did go swimming twice yesterday. Did laps the first time! Played with grand kids the second time, which felt like I did laps! LOL So I am stoked about that. My 1x clothes fit rather good lately. And that keeps me focused. I know this is going to take more time, and after all I have lost over 70 pounds, since I started this journey. I must find some of my really super fat pictures and put them on here. That is if I have any. I may have said "Don't snap that picture" you know when that camera comes out you duck and cover. Like that blanket is going to make me look thinner! hehe
SOooo keep your chin up or your chins, which ever the case may be!!! And keep plodding along!!
SO here is The Queen of fat pictures. This is when I was 336 pounds! Yikes!! Pretty sad eh?
I am still motivated, just tired. However, I did go swimming twice yesterday. Did laps the first time! Played with grand kids the second time, which felt like I did laps! LOL So I am stoked about that. My 1x clothes fit rather good lately. And that keeps me focused. I know this is going to take more time, and after all I have lost over 70 pounds, since I started this journey. I must find some of my really super fat pictures and put them on here. That is if I have any. I may have said "Don't snap that picture" you know when that camera comes out you duck and cover. Like that blanket is going to make me look thinner! hehe
SOooo keep your chin up or your chins, which ever the case may be!!! And keep plodding along!!
SO here is The Queen of fat pictures. This is when I was 336 pounds! Yikes!! Pretty sad eh?
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
Stress VS. Food
Sooooooooooo My weight loss is now a gain. Waaaaaa But I am not
discouraged! Really..I'm not! :D Why, you ask??? Well my autistic son
will be moving out this Friday and I will be free from his stress and
rotten attitude! So I will be able to ignore the junk food and the fatty
food as well. Now why is it that fatty food is so dang good? I DON'T
KNOW!!! hehe I do know that is feels tasty and relaxing when eatin' For
me anyway...
Oh and I haven't had time to grocery shop, that has been a real big issue. Speaking of issue my bra's have gotten bigger!! Yep you heard me...BIGGER!!!! I guess that is a sign I am losing weight, but at my age the weight disappears and all you have is empty socks!! Eeewww SO what I have decided to do is roll them up like cinnamon rolls and call it a day! Yummy! hehe
Oh and I haven't had time to grocery shop, that has been a real big issue. Speaking of issue my bra's have gotten bigger!! Yep you heard me...BIGGER!!!! I guess that is a sign I am losing weight, but at my age the weight disappears and all you have is empty socks!! Eeewww SO what I have decided to do is roll them up like cinnamon rolls and call it a day! Yummy! hehe
Thursday, July 15, 2010
I'm still alive!! :D
Hello all you fellow fatties!! I am back with a vengeance! LOL I have
been so busy with my Tupperware Business....that I haven't had time for
anything, let alone eat and keep points! Waaaaaaa BUTT...I have managed
to lose another 7.6!!! It has taken a month to get here. BUTT I am so
happy to have reached the 250's!!! And I have gone down from the 2x size
to the 1x size...and they are loose! WOot WOot :D
OK new Picture.... All right ladies...I am off to rest my tired BUTT...and then get up and help my mom, pick up Tupperware orders, and then back home and into the pool!!! :D Gotta tighten those saggy body parts!! LOL
*big hugs*
OK new Picture.... All right ladies...I am off to rest my tired BUTT...and then get up and help my mom, pick up Tupperware orders, and then back home and into the pool!!! :D Gotta tighten those saggy body parts!! LOL
*big hugs*
Sunday, July 4, 2010
The 4th
What does it mean to you? The 4th to me is family and friends...eating,
and laughing, and poking fun at each other...the 4th also means Freedom
to me, the Freedom to live in a country that has so many possibilities
to make your life better. To make you and your family safe, to make you
and your family happy. And now all that is being threatened. I am so
greatful for my Founding Fathers who started this great nation and all
that it has to offer. Please pray for our Country to be safe from
inside out!! And God bless the troops and the people in Congress so they
can turn our great nation back to what it should be. God Bless
America!!
Eat Hardy Everyone! hehe
Eat Hardy Everyone! hehe
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Fatty Fatty McButter Pants!
HI everyone,
I am still around, and learning how to juggle my busy life! And having said that, the part I'm still learning about is eating on the run. Dag-nab-it! I have even stayed off my scale. BUTT...Staying off the scale has not worked. I have eaten like I don't have a weight problem. You know...like some of those people that can eat an entire elephant and still only weigh 85 pounds. LOL SO, I have gained back the 5.4 I lost, and then some. I have eaten McDonalds, which is why I am McButter pants now! And I am trying to find my "weigh" back to eating the plan like I was before. HOWEVER......I am not discouraged!! After all it has taken me a millennium to get this fat and it might take that much to get it off!! Right?? Hmmmm :D LOL
Ok so here is the scoop...Ahhhh crap I said scoop and that reminds I ate ice cream too! Seeeeeeeeee how hard this is?? :D Ok I'll try again...here's the poop...(that's better) I will be at weight watchers lurking in the back so no one can see my McButter BUTT...hehe No I'm kidding, I will see ya all on Thursday!!
When all is said and done, I have to say Those McDonald McMuffins were DELICIOUS!!!!!!!! lol
I am still around, and learning how to juggle my busy life! And having said that, the part I'm still learning about is eating on the run. Dag-nab-it! I have even stayed off my scale. BUTT...Staying off the scale has not worked. I have eaten like I don't have a weight problem. You know...like some of those people that can eat an entire elephant and still only weigh 85 pounds. LOL SO, I have gained back the 5.4 I lost, and then some. I have eaten McDonalds, which is why I am McButter pants now! And I am trying to find my "weigh" back to eating the plan like I was before. HOWEVER......I am not discouraged!! After all it has taken me a millennium to get this fat and it might take that much to get it off!! Right?? Hmmmm :D LOL
Ok so here is the scoop...Ahhhh crap I said scoop and that reminds I ate ice cream too! Seeeeeeeeee how hard this is?? :D Ok I'll try again...here's the poop...(that's better) I will be at weight watchers lurking in the back so no one can see my McButter BUTT...hehe No I'm kidding, I will see ya all on Thursday!!
When all is said and done, I have to say Those McDonald McMuffins were DELICIOUS!!!!!!!! lol
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Hangs Head In Shame!
Ok...I'm finally here! And I have drawn a complete blank as to why I
have been MIA. Oh wait a minute, I have been working!! Yep, working
making money!! I'd like to say I have been Working OUT but, I have
slacked on that. I have also gained 2.4 pounds back of my 5.4 pounds I
lost the week before. SO hence the hanging of my head in shame! LOL
I'm sure a lot of you know that juggling a job, family, chores,
babysitting-grandkids, exercise, and weight watchers is a HUGE task!! I
wasn't this busy when I was raising my 5 kids!!! Dang!! Soooo I am
beggin' all of you to hang in there with me, I am very new to this job
thing. I have been a SAHM forever, and juggling all of this is
exhausting! Until later.... ciao
Thursday, June 10, 2010
Yeah!!!!!
Ok...first I am still here!! 2nd, I am out of the
270's!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I
weighed in at the West Valley Center, BTW Kris teaches at! And I lost
5.4 pounds!!! Woot Woot So now I am 264!! I have not seen the 60's
well, in forever!!! I know you guys said it would happen, and it did.
So now I am going to push for the 250's!!! I can't imagine being in the
250's....what a wild trip this is. :D I am feeling thinner, who'd a
thunk that would happen! LOL
Ok, so what am I changing, hmmmm well I am changing my underwear daily! teehee I'll be serious now (maybe) I am doing some walking. I am also doing some stretches at night. That's a lot for me considering I hate the whole sweating thing. However, that being said. I am waiting for payday so I can pay for classes to the water aerobics! That I am actually looking forward too!
SO whats new in my life? Not a damn thing!!! LOL Doing the same old same old!! Surviving mostly, just like everyone else is! So now I am off to get things ready for a Tupperware party tonight. C-ya all next Thursday!
Ok, so what am I changing, hmmmm well I am changing my underwear daily! teehee I'll be serious now (maybe) I am doing some walking. I am also doing some stretches at night. That's a lot for me considering I hate the whole sweating thing. However, that being said. I am waiting for payday so I can pay for classes to the water aerobics! That I am actually looking forward too!
SO whats new in my life? Not a damn thing!!! LOL Doing the same old same old!! Surviving mostly, just like everyone else is! So now I am off to get things ready for a Tupperware party tonight. C-ya all next Thursday!
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I am going to my therapist in 2 weeks I need to ask him what the heck is gonna on! *sigh* I feel so ashamed, and stupid. :( I go to the gym on a daily basis, but I am gaining the weight not losing it. I feel like a liar and a cheat! I haven't given up I just need to know why I'm eating like this???? WHY??? Someone help me!!!!!!!!!!
Ok enuff' said, now off to bed and then up at 5:00 am to burn off the Ice Cream sandwiches I pigged out on tonight! CRAP!!!! Blah!
Good night for now...
Signed off, ballooning in Utah!
This is me and my daughter at the gym, getting ready to go in the pool and do Water Zumba!! I love it, I really dooooooo Geeez!
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Hi, Quay! I've thought of you often. I'm sorry that you are struggling now. I remember facing very confusing obstacles in my weight loss journey. I'm rooting for you to break through and get where you want to be. Hugs!
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